Fingerprints

Today I'm enjoying a cup of nicely brewed Caribou blend while eating organic cashews for breakfast. Some days the simplicity of good things is all you need. That sounds profound, right? Our house is becoming more of a home as it takes the shape and color we've intended for it. There is still so much to be done, but to create a sense of calm in our chaos I've been cleaning and arranging what I can to lend to the idea that this is home and a space where we can find solice. I've recently been reading a book called Dwelling. In it the author challenges women to create a home where all members of her family will feel welcome. Where they can all find peace and rest, and where they can each show their creativity in the decor and design of the home. To no ones surprise this has been very helpful in giving both Jon and I a place to create a home that we both want. And, it eliminates any tension that may want to quietly wedge itself between us. Our home is quickly becoming a haven for us as we put our own finishing touches here and there.

The biggest and most recent finger print we placed on this home and property was the burial of our dog, Jake. We were so sad to see him go, but his passing made this land ours as we buried our own in it's field. It was by far one of the most peaceful moments surrounding death that I have ever experienced. Though he was just a dog, he was our dog and was completely loyal and (most of the time) obedient. As soon as I realized he wasn't long for this world I began praying that the Lord would have mercy on Jake (and myself) and let the dying process be short. He took his last few breaths in my arms while I pet him and gave him all the attention I could. During the whole process I was thanking the Lord for such an amazing dog and rejoicing in the peace that the Lord was giving both of us. A few days later we buried him between two Cedar trees that Jon found on our property. In that moment it felt as though the land had become ours and the transaction that had taken place to purchase this home was now complete. The impact of life and death is an incredible thing, and I am and was very grateful to have been given the opportunity to participate in such an event.

Our Australian Shepherd, Jake. 11 yrs old.